Upon leaving..

So mom and I feel we should have a going away party, but your not supposed to host your own are you? I honestly do not believe any of my "friends," would throw me a party. Yeah your rich kids, but you could never spend a penny on someone else! That would be...devastating.
Maybe I am just a little biased because when someone promises you something, you expect it to happen. So try and not promise to come and celebrate your birthday and get a tattoo with someone if your just going to end up lying to them and not coming at all. Instead, you go to CANADA and dont tell me, so I have to hear it from someone else. Real mature guys. Its cool though, because I am happy to celebrate it on my own, if Canada is more important than my 18th birthday, cool, have fun. Just dont expect to see a lot of me if your coming back on the 20th? and I leave on the 27th..
People can really surprise you. I mean, really? "Oh, I really wanted to come to PA with you for your birthday but I think I will still be in NY," turns out your home on the fifth, you can go..but you never tell me this...So much drama, its disgusting. I love you both, a lot. It is just hard to believe you care about me when you do this kind of shit to me. I am going to miss you both a lot while I am gone. I just wish I could understand how childish behavior like this does not bother you. Do you not realize your acting immature? Or do you, and just dont care. We can mistreat Julia, she will come back, she always comes back. What If I dont next time?