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Had a blast at six flags today and excited for the beach tomorrow. I am glad I am maximizing my time as best I can. I just wish you would take it easy, by confronting me so negatively, you push me away. If it happens again I may end up leaving a bit earlier than planned. I do not feel comfortable. I do want to be around, you just don't understand how I am feeling. I completely understand what you have been saying to me, but I think you really need to calm down and realize I am growing up.
Guess who wants to see me now? Ha! I am being very cynical, but at the same time I am allowed by all means to be after this week. I really do not want to leave on bad terms, but its damn sure looking that way, and I know you hate me again, just like you did the last time I left. I am going to miss everyone, I really am, but who knows where I will go and if the trip will change me. Who will I be when I return? Who will I live with? Where will my life lead to from there?