Change of plans

So as previously stated, I am leaving August 7th and will be back on the 9th, my birthday. I will be around DC/my dads place until I think August 28th? then I am gone. I will try and have a party for my birthday, sometime the week after it. A going away party would be rockin though, wink wink people.

Dear class of 2009

As one of you I have a few words to say to you all. Our generation, as a collective, has given up. We no longer have to fight for anything. Some of you are 18+, some younger, like myself, and you receive everything you need on a silver platter. You do not have to try for anything. If you need money your parents just give it to you.
I have come to this sad realization only recently when I discovered that in under two months I have spent close to seven hundred dollars. I did not make any extensive purchases or donate to charities. It is really tough when you finally find out that you can not be carried everywhere. You need to learn to walk. I feel that I have. I do not buy my own groceries or clothes or other things of the like, so I admit I am not on my own fully. I suppose I have just spent this money on cigarettes, food when I go out, transportation, supporting a worthless man for almost this entire time, and trying to have some fun during my summer. I feel disgusted with myself for what I have done and I am at a loss as to what I should do next. I cannot get a job because as you know by reading my blog that I am leaving in less than a month for a three month road trip.
I guess it all boils down to this, I am not looking forward to being single for an extended period of time. As well as stressing over what happens when I come home. What do I want to do with my life? I have no clue. Yeah I want a job and a profession and to be successful, but who doesn't? I know I should not let my future worry me and know that things will all fall into place and everything will work out. I just wish life was not such a mess sometimes.

Stress

Its 1:24am on I suppose Tuesday now. I cannot sleep because I have so much to do and its stressing me out. I want to see all my friends as much as possible, but time seems to fly so fast lately. I wish leaving was not this hard. I just want it to be over with. I just need a hug and a good long rest.

To Do tomorrow:
Laundry
Go through storage room?
Work on packing up room more?

Kennys Birthday

So today is my brothers 21 birthday. Woohoo, drunkeness! Atleast for him. So tonight I begin to rid myself of material possessions. Oh boy. So if there is anything I own and any of you want just hit me up. Mikey is getting my xbox and bunny whilst I am gone, other than that everythings just about fair game. I am looking forward to setting out on this adventure with my mom. I am not looking forward to leaving all of my friends behind. I just hope you all keep in contact. Its only three months!

Schedule:
Going to PA for August 7,8,9.
Be home August 9, (my birthday!)
We become homeless August 14.
I am around until maybe August 28.
Then I will be gone until Mid-December.
Going from Artemas, PA, to Pittsburgh PA, to York, PA, then heading south.
I do not know all the states we are going threw yet, but I know we are going to Arizona, New Mexico, and California. Possibly Mexico as well!